ShiveringSilverBirch
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Pride Survey
3 min read
1. what’s your gender?
- cisgender
2. what are your pronouns?
-Her/hers
3. is your family accepting?
My mother is a huge support, my dad and brother have no problem, but my little sister is quite homophobic.
4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
- Act on those strange feelings you have when you see girls holding hands/cuddling. There is more than just heterosexuality out there.
5. what is your sexuality?
- Lesbian.
6. favorite color?
- Red/pink
7. sun gay or moon gay?
- moon gay
8. when did you find out your sexuality?
- Always had feelings but ignored them, eased into them around 16/17, going through a bi-questioning phase and then accepting Lesbian.
9. how was your day?
Long and tiring, winding down atm.
10. do you have any gay friends?
- Some.
11. what’s your favorite hobby?
- writing/art
12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
- Chely Wright, the first openly lesbian country music singer!
13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
- (Femme) Lesbian, Transgender, and Victory Over AIDS flags
14. are you openly out?
-Not really. A handful of people offline, online I don't give a shit. Trying to be better.
15. are you comfortable with yourself?
- Working on it.
16. bottom or top?
-I think top but never got the chance yet sadly.
17. femme or butch?
- femme
18. do you bind?
- No need for me personally.
19. do you shave?
- i keep on top of it in the warm months.
20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
- Someone that loves me.
21. do you have a partner (s)?
- no
22. describe your partner (s)?
- N/A
23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
- Yea once
24. anyone of another sex?
- yep once
25. pastel gay or goth gay?
- Pastel
26. favorite dad in dream daddies?
- no intrest
27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
- I love lattes but don't really care for frapps
28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
- Yep: two shirts, Canada pride flag, some jewellery
29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
- yeah
30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
- Go for it, the question will be worth answering
- cisgender
2. what are your pronouns?
-Her/hers
3. is your family accepting?
My mother is a huge support, my dad and brother have no problem, but my little sister is quite homophobic.
4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
- Act on those strange feelings you have when you see girls holding hands/cuddling. There is more than just heterosexuality out there.
5. what is your sexuality?
- Lesbian.
6. favorite color?
- Red/pink
7. sun gay or moon gay?
- moon gay
8. when did you find out your sexuality?
- Always had feelings but ignored them, eased into them around 16/17, going through a bi-questioning phase and then accepting Lesbian.
9. how was your day?
Long and tiring, winding down atm.
10. do you have any gay friends?
- Some.
11. what’s your favorite hobby?
- writing/art
12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
- Chely Wright, the first openly lesbian country music singer!
13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
- (Femme) Lesbian, Transgender, and Victory Over AIDS flags
14. are you openly out?
-Not really. A handful of people offline, online I don't give a shit. Trying to be better.
15. are you comfortable with yourself?
- Working on it.
16. bottom or top?
-I think top but never got the chance yet sadly.
17. femme or butch?
- femme
18. do you bind?
- No need for me personally.
19. do you shave?
- i keep on top of it in the warm months.
20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
- Someone that loves me.
21. do you have a partner (s)?
- no
22. describe your partner (s)?
- N/A
23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
- Yea once
24. anyone of another sex?
- yep once
25. pastel gay or goth gay?
- Pastel
26. favorite dad in dream daddies?
- no intrest
27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
- I love lattes but don't really care for frapps
28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
- Yep: two shirts, Canada pride flag, some jewellery
29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
- yeah
30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
- Go for it, the question will be worth answering
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Art feature~
5 min read
The first 20 people that comment on this journal will be featured below and I'll choose 3 deviations I like most from their gallery!!
- If you comment, you must to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger (me) and three pieces of my art on the first place.
- The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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Shattered PathShe stared at it. It stared back, taunting her cruelly. The masses of split and rotting wood stabbed into her soul, cutting her deeply with the knife of fear. Creak. Creak. The remainders of the bridge were a mouse, being tossed violently around by the cat that was the wind. She felt as if the rocks beneath her feet were going to crumble into oblivion at any moment. She glanced down and saw a heart-churning drop of what must have been at least twenty feet from the ground. Her only safety was the cliff across the way but the bridge was utterly beaten and broken, like a child that's been scolded too many times without reason. In a way, the situation reminded her of her life. Everything she knew was about to crumble beneath her and she had to move forward into the independence of adulthood, but she didn't know how. There was no bridge for her to cross from dependence into independence.
The situation's hopeless, she thought. But, suddenly, a man, decked in hiking backpack and rock climbing
Bleeding HeartDryed blood against pale
Cracking skin
And as I feel like
There's nothing I can win
Pools of fresh red escape
And add on to what's
Already there.
But lately it's getting
Hard to even care.
Invisible blood
caked on my chest.
You can't see it.
But it's there.
From my bleeding heart
As I slowly fall apart
While my body moves
But my soul rests
In a dormant disturbed sleep
Wanting to wake to see hope
That I can keep.
And for a purpose of some sort
So I no longer weep tears of water
From my eyes
And tears of blood from heart and soul.
This pain is new and fresh
But all at once old and familiar.
And as I look for comfort from a friend
I wonder when it all end?
LifeLike birds fleeing on the summer wind
Life passes by.
Like an echo of a sound,
Repeating only once,
It fades away.
Time is ticking,
But yet it seems to go so slow.
We can never really know
What the true meaning is
In living.
Perhaps it is just simply giving
Ourselves to others,
Like You did.
Shadows of the past loom over
Clouding our way
As we try to escape,
Try to run away
From all of our shame.
Sometimes it's easier to blame
Than to forgive
Even towards ourselves.
And once we find a path,
It often turns into a wall.
It seems like we can't get anywhere at all.
But we jump the wall or go through it
For our spirit in order to renew it.
Life is long and painful
But yet all at once short and sweet.
The tears, the fears.
The goals, the tolls.
All are part of the great dance of existence.
Everything has a purpose
And I know I still have stuff left to do
But yet I still wonder why I can't be with You
Here and Now.
Instead of drowning in my own tears and sorro
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I'm Hella Lipstick
3 min read
Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 6
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[X] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[X] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[X] You wear the color pink.
[X] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[X] You hate wearing the color black.
[/] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I WISH ;A
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[/] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[/] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 9.5
Girl = 6
Boy = 9.5
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 6
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[X] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[X] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[X] You wear the color pink.
[X] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[X] You hate wearing the color black.
[/] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (I WISH ;A
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[/] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[/] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Total = 9.5
Girl = 6
Boy = 9.5
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Upload Clearer Files, Sensitive Mouse
1 min read
Hey guys,
Just going to apologize for some of the really bad photography of my work! I have a cell phone and no talent at all for photos ^^' Writing here to say I will hopefully update the files soon. Thanks for still looking at them!
Also does anyone have the issue of controls on this site being too sensitive? It's hard to explain. Sometimes we I am going through my messages I would delete one and it would delete the one right next to it, as if I double clicked. I have the problem with favorites as well, I would fav something and it would instantly go in and then out of my folders...
Its most likely my mouse being a brat...?
Just going to apologize for some of the really bad photography of my work! I have a cell phone and no talent at all for photos ^^' Writing here to say I will hopefully update the files soon. Thanks for still looking at them!
Also does anyone have the issue of controls on this site being too sensitive? It's hard to explain. Sometimes we I am going through my messages I would delete one and it would delete the one right next to it, as if I double clicked. I have the problem with favorites as well, I would fav something and it would instantly go in and then out of my folders...
Its most likely my mouse being a brat...?
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In With the Light!
1 min read
Happy to be back here after a long time. I don't even care if my art doesn't get faved or commented. It makes me smile knowing its out in the light after been hidden away in the drawer for so long...
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